I think I need to check into the creative segment of my mind that allows me to write daily. I think it keeps me grounded for now; I know I need to be grounded as soon as possible. It’s really, really hard to stay present when I spend my days like this though. All I … Continue reading Daily
Enough
If you want to know me, maybe you should first take note of the simple title I’ve laid out. No one should be confused, and I don’t want to leave anyone with out hope after reading my stories. Teachers are great bullshitters, and anything that you can justify adequately in the English and arts classes … Continue reading Enough
Destiny
I think it was destiny for all this to play the way it plays out.Me meeting you. You meeting me. Our arguments, our compromises, our promises.It's kinda funny how it just... works.I don't think that there's an easier way to put it.I feel like even if we were two completely different people, we'd still have … Continue reading Destiny
Lost.
I’m back, just touching base again. Things are looking up for me, and I told myself I was welcoming change. But, it feels like all I do is stress. So, I went into hiding for more than a week. I can’t remember the last time I got so lost. Yet, then again, i don’t remember … Continue reading Lost.
Another Timeline
During my Junior year of high school, I applied to be a part of the Volleyball team. I was incited as I saw an old friend of mine, Jestin, take his gym back with him across campus. I asked him if there were tryouts and he said that their was. With a quick and fast … Continue reading Another Timeline
Defenses Down
I remember one day in my early high school years that we made a trip down to the store for a midday lunch and brought some soda's with us. We got a liter of Sprite, as that was a common favorite of Jared, Cameron, and mine.The scorching heat of the summer day won Jared's concentration, … Continue reading Defenses Down
The Winds of Change Are Howling
Autumn leaves falling from their peak.Float ever so gently to the valley.Winds guide them to their end and beginning.End of the life they had devoted and cultivated,And beginning of a second chapter.Trees, generations blooming from the ground,Spring up diversity as we breathe in mixed air.Insects intermingle, spreading information and nutrients,spurring the development of life,and it's … Continue reading The Winds of Change Are Howling
To Be A Better…
One of my New Year's Resolutions is to get better at games. Pretty much online competitive games. But the big ones, like League of Legends, Rocket League, and Smash.I have a fear of trying hard because I take the game too seriously, to the point where I would cry if I messed up a play.I … Continue reading To Be A Better…
Everything But The Rain…
Whenever it would rain, I used to cry. This was very common in my Sophomore year of high school, as there was a lot of drama personally with my family and in my close friend groups. I always saw rain as a weakness, an explosion of raw emotion. There was something about it that made … Continue reading Everything But The Rain…
Receipt
Theres actually not a single receipt to be found in my room. I don’t buy alot of things that might need to be returned. Returning things requires the energy to go back to a store and inconvienience a staff member within said store over something I should’ve just been sure I wanted to buy. Now, … Continue reading Receipt